The Voice Of Reason

Thinking about writing something a bit more..mature.

Might keep it on this blog,or put it on another specifically just for them.

Keep an eye out (: 

My Taz in mid meow =D 

I ended up finding an old 8Gig ipod  nano in an old purse of mine. I start charging it up and I start looking through the notes.

My character bios for roleplay[s] I was in ended up on there..

I should continue Ambrosina..just to finish it. It was damn good O_O

I miss writing.So,that’s exactly what I might do tonight,seeing as I have time.

Let the thoughts begin!

So,as some of you may or may not know.I joined a gym on May 19th.

I thought it would be a good idea to write down my progress has been..so if ever I feel like I’ve not gone in the right direction,I can look back.and see that I’m getting there.

Since starting..I’ve lost 2 and a half inches.

I’ve been able to lift a lot moreand ab crunch a LOT more,haha!

But I think the most important thing..is how I feel.

I’ve honestly…never felt better. I have more energy,confidence and stamina. I know I have a far road to travel..but what matters every time I work out…is that I show up. 

I stand at the window.

The skies outside as black as night with clouds.

The rain starts.

My eyes close,I breathe in deep.

I smell Earth.Water.Plants.

The rain starts to pour.

I smell deeper,my head starts to clear.

Each drop of rain coming in through the open window like an ice cold whip.

Each lash clearing another thought.

I’ve tuned out the outside world,venturing the vast,everclearing mind.

Letting each negative thought..each bit of stress leave me.

The relentless rain ponding the ground..my body lighter and lighter.

I see the end of all the stress

I see a light.

I’m finally in my happy place.

A while ago..Subhan [Matt] and I broke up. 

I’ve never felt more liberated.

I love me for me and not because of who I’m with..but because I was smart enough to get rid of the one thing that was bringing me down.

To a new me.

Lazy mode

ENGAAAGE ;D

But seriously.I’m not doing jack shit today.

…This just made me squee. Forever Dumbo! (:

(Source: daily-disney, via s-c-h-i-z-o--p-h-r-e-n-i-c)

I know how it feels to break..

But I know how it feels to heal.

Once we heal from being broken..We’re stronger than before.

(Source: b0nes-and-binges, via s-c-h-i-z-o--p-h-r-e-n-i-c)

Has been the most relaxing day I’ve had in a while.

I’m enjoying all days off. The show cometh,and I will not have any down time for a while =P